There comes a period when your life is at halt,
Life is paused, yet there are things happening;
Life is quiet yet there are loud noises; noises which are
destructive, violating!
Life is as still as calm water, but there is tsunami
occurring inside.
You find yourself in a dark room
Encircled by your feelings, your emotions; by questions of
past and the future;
Encircled by smile and tears; by bravery and fears;
Encircled by flowers and the thorns; by fake and natural!
You were trapped within
Trapped in things which you could not say, which were
ignored;
You spoke but people were listening like it happened every
day;
They were consoling, some were hearing only to respond!
All these people gave hands to break you out from the
darkness
The hands were familiar, yet they were unknown;
You forced away all because you never found the one;
The one - who would listen, who would understand, explain
and nurture.
You were still in dark sobbing
Being corroded by thoughts, questions and worries;
Yet kept hope of that one hand - one person, filled with
love and care.
When you had enough, you fought the absence of light and
made a tiny hole
You struggled more but the demons fired back and the dump
was again whole!
Then you saw a person entering easily breaking all the black
layers
But you pushed away assuming it was as same as others, and
Because whoever told you that they cared were not there, not
anymore!
The person came again, you repeated your action
In your bewilderment the one came back anyway, now you
looked upon;
This time you saw the brightness that person had brought
along
You took the hand, and you were close to where you actually
belonged!
The one helped defeat the monsters
Monsters of the past, unfriendly feelings, and uncertainty
of future
The one helped to let go, and more significantly to move on!
And the present became crystal clear.
The one taught to accept the self, everything that you felt
More importantly, taught to express.
The one made easy to believe in concept of everyone having a
story to live
Made easier to gather the dreams and revive!
The one taught not to give up, on aims, on relations, on
people;
Taught to accept them as they are, to give everything
everyone some space, some time.
The one helped understand it is ok to need someone, as everyone
needs support
But to believe in yourself first!
The one instructed not to stress out about people who left
or who might leave; in questioning whys and ifs;
Who belong in your life will always stay no matter what –
encouraged to believe.
The one eliminated negativity, giving the positive outlook
More, replaced spoiled way of looking at life with
beneficial one.
The one made the destructive noise go mum, and gave the
courage
Courage to pronounce 'This is not the end of the story!'
The one illuminated your gloomy inside
Establishing love, care and kindness one more time.
Now you were able to enjoy the time as it came,
You were able to see beautiful tomorrow, even fighting all
the obstacles with delight.
The dark chamber having demons, now felt like a womb;
The one was successful in revitalize;
And now the pause in which you felt anxious and too broken
to live appeared as the process of your REBIRTH!
happy birthday ....
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